A courier gives a crate one final nudge towards J’hasi before taking a well-needed rest nearby. Said crate contains a sack labelled “Ghost” that’s full of apples and carrots; a few salted pieces of prime meat preserved by ice wraith teeth; a set of newly-sewn college robes (and boots); a blank hardback journal that smells of fresh paper; a few scarves; a warm fur cloak, and a large pack with tubes sewn into pockets that one could place scrolls in. A note simply says “Happy Saturalia”.

J’hasi was shocked at the amount of stuff crammed into the crate, and not even a name or anything on the note, not even the back. He gave the food a wary sniff, and no, not even the tiniest trace of poison. Ghost nickered, then bumped him between the shoulderblades, wanting her share of the gift. He sighed, plucking a carrot from the bag and gave it a careful sniff before offering it to her. The pale mare eagerly crunched it up, nickering in satisfaction while the Khajiit returned to cautiously poking around the box of goodies.

The scent of whoever gave him the gifts was long gone, instead reeking of the courier who had wandered off to the inn, presumably to get away from the College and the cold. J’hasi frowned, picking up the robes, and…wow they were thicker than the ones he had. He immediately took to the scarves, the texture was pleasant and the weight was just right. The Khajiit started pulling them from the crate, draping them over Ghost’s back to admire the colors, the mare finishing her carrot and before long and resumed pestering him for another. J’hasi touched her nose.

“Don’t eat all of them right away, you glutton.” he chided. She snorted in his face and bumped his shoulder in quiet demand. The Khajiit sighed, it would be a little less weight to carry back to the College. He plucked out another for her, the pleased crunching giving him enough peace to pick up the crate, clicking for Ghost to follow him to the bridge. Whoever had sent him the gift, they had to’ve met him, knowing Ghost’s name. He didn’t tell everyone her name after all. The thought settled J’hasi’s anxiety enough to accept the gift, more carefully picking through the crate’s contents once he was inside the relative warmth of his room.

Do you like your colleagues at the college, J’hasi? What about the lessons and the professors there, are they any good?

The Khajiit yawned hugely, teeth flashing in the low light of the Arcaneum. He hadn’t been sleeping on a book this time, thank the Hist. He gave his jaw a little push, cracking his stiff neck and rubbing it, slowly adjusting to being awake.

“Don’ mind them, ‘cept the Thalmor whelp can go get lost in a blizzard for all I care. Sometimes he and J’zargo get competitive and it’s just best to leave the area before someone other than them gets singed.” J’hasi rubbed the side of his jaw, eyes flicking down to his text, glad that it was his homework he fell asleep on rather than his…unorthodox research. He cleared his throat, some of the raspiness in his voice giving way for a quiet roughness instead.

“I mostly keep to myself, but it’s…kinda difficult to practice some of our spells alone, so I try to find Brelyna if she’s free. At least she shows some remorse for when her spells go wrong and I have to deal with turning into a-” He snapped his mouth shut, shaking his head.

“Nevermind. Onmund is similarly easy to get along with, though J’zargo I’ve been trying to avoid when possible since the last fiasco.” J’hasi shuddered a little, shaking his head as if to clear the bad memories from it.

“I haven’t dealt with many other students at the College other than them. Koussikka seemed nice, but he doesn’t seem to stick around the College for long periods of time, or I just happen to miss him when I go off grounds.” The Khajiit shrugged.

“Tolfdir is a good teacher. Patient. Hist knows he needs it when it’s time for me to cast.” He stretched, his shoulders popping as his arms spread over his books and papers, clawtips just barely reaching some of the only bare space left on the table, then he arched his neck and back, a chorus of pops and cracks emanating from his spine. J’hasi huffed out a sigh, the barest hint of a smile on his lips as he rolled his shoulders.

“That’s better.” He swiped over his face.

“The other professors are alright. Collette…she tends to go onto tangents in lecture and it’s hard for me to follow if it’s relevant to what she’s actually trying to teach. My notes in her class are…difficult to refer back to because of how much I’ve had to cross out because she was remarking on something that happened earlier that day than the actual magic she was teaching.” The Khajiit yawned again, rubbing his trap in hopes to loosen it up.

“Most of the other classes go alright. As uh…alright as they can, I suppose. It’s difficult for me to cast anything, so I’m not sure if I’m misunderstanding the spell, or if it’s something in when I’m casting. Faralda’s classes always make me nervous, not so much because of her teaching, but because of when I have to cast and knowing that I’ll have to go to Collette afterwards moreso than with other classes. …I actually…surprisingly…miss Astarill’s classes.” He swallowed.

“I mean, I’m fine around dead bodies so long as they stay dead, but when we’re working on them to prep them for reanimation…it’s physical, it’s there, I can be told outright if I’m doing something wrong because Astarill can see what I’m doing wrong. Though um…he did say that there’s something wrong with me when I’m casting so I guess he could see that too?” The topic of the mer’s apparent but possibly-not-actual blindness had been the whispered discussion of Onmund and Brelyna on more than one occasion. J’hasi sighed.

“I mean, we hadn’t gone far into what I was doing wrong, but if I can get that fixed, then maybe classes would be easier.”

OC Meme

Tagged by: @the-feline-curator

GENERAL

Name: Gee-Ei
Alias(es): Marsh-Eyes (Cyrodilic translation), J’hasi, Greywyn
Gender: Agender
Age: 226 irrc
Place of birth: Dune, Elswyer
Spoken languages: Jel (native, slight speech impediment), Dunmeris (fluent, no accent), Cyrodilic (fluent, slight Dunmeris accent), and bits of Altmeris, Bosmeris, Ta’agra, mostly directions
Sexual orientation: Asexual (as far as he knows)
Occupation: wandering adventurer, Nerevarine, runaway Blade, College of Winterhold student, Urag’s personal book-fetcher

APPEARANCE

Eye colour: green
Hair colour: black
Fur: dark grey, nearly black with black king cheetah markings, white tail tip and earspots, lighter grey underbelly n bits on his face
Height: 5′9″
Scars: A fuckton. The list will go on forever. Major ones visible from a reasonable distance assuming he’s got his shirt off is the stab wound through his gut and out the back, burns on his back, and a big slash at his lower back.
Burns: lots, fresh ones largely on his hands and forearms, a massive old one on his back
Overweight: No
Underweight: Yes

FAVOURITE

Colour: red
Hair colour: red
Eye colour: no real preference
Music genre: no real preference, so long as it’s got a beat he likes it
Food: yes
Drink: sujamma
Book: fiction, mostly horror

HAVE THEY

Passed university: no
Had sex: no
Had sex in public: no
Gotten pregnant: no
Kissed a boy: yes
Kissed a girl: yes
Gotten tattoos: no
Gotten piercings: no (not actual ones, anyway)
Had a broken heart: yes
Been in love: maybe?
Stayed up for more than 24 hours: yes

ARE THEY

A virgin: ya
A cuddler: yes, but trust first, and it’s less trust if he’s drunk
A kisser: yes? platonic smooches with ppl he’s close with/trusts
Scared easily: not really, but you bring in undead or Thalmor and he’ll probably freak out
Jealous easily: sometimes, usually of ppl with simpler lives/less trama/etc
Trustworthy: if you don’t screw him over/stab him in the back, he’s unlikely to turn on you
Dominant: dunno
Submissive: dunno
In love: not currently
Single: yes

RANDOM QUESTIONS

Have they harmed themselves: yes
Thought of suicide: yes
Attempted suicide: yes
Wanted to kill someone: yes
Ride a horse: yes
Have/had a job: yes
Have any fears: claustrophobia, social anxiety, emotional vulnerability, undead, deep/dark water, restriction of movement/breathing

FAMILY

Sibling(s): no?
Parents: Sees-In-Mist (birth parents are a seecret!)
Children: nope
Pets: Ghost (massive grey dappled horse)

Tagging: YOU LOOKED UR IT

30 questions

Tagged by @the-feline-curator

RULES: Answer 30 questions and tag 10 blogs afterwards

Nicknames: Alpan, Alps, Bys, Abyssal

Gender/Pronouns: Agender, any

Star Sign: Sagittarius/Capricorn

Height: 5′7″?

Time: 02:03 AM

Birthday: A surprise!

Favourite Bands/Artists: Currently? Mother Mother is my top fave, but I tend to listen to a LOT of music so iunno o_o

Song stuck in your head: Play Insane – Mother Mother

Last movie you watched: Uh…I honestly cannot remember rn, it’s been a while. I know that I saw the…fuckin…British spy movie that’s a sequel to a previous one where they go to Murica’s version of them. Something about suits.

Last show: It’s some French magical girl show, I don’t remember the title :c

Why you created your blog: J’hasi is love, J’hasi life. Also friendos are fun to rp with

Last thing you googled: uh…I thiiiink it was guava to see/show friend what the fruit looks like

Other blogs: list here!

AO3: nope

Do you get asks? occasionally, usually when I’m somewhat inactive lmao, but I always love answering them!

How did you get the idea for your url? I needed smthn other than the old keysmash one, and it was the first thing that popped into my head. It was supposed to be a temp url but it stuck.

I follow: 75

Followers: 191 after blocking yet another new porn bot, I still have to go through and check for more bots yet x__x

Average hours of sleep: I haven’t counted in a while, I just tend to go to bed around midnight-one and wake up anywhere between 6-11 am

Lucky number: I don’t think I have a lucky one, just 57 follows me everywhere

Instruments: I can sing, play saxophone, and started learning piano and guitar. Guitar I’ll probably work on more once I get my own acoustic :c

What you’re wearing: polka dot boxer briefs and my vault 111 t-shirt

Dream job: working at Bethesda, or some sort of programming job. Honestly if I can get to work without panicking or other anxiety and be able to feed myself and pay bills comfortably I’d be fucking estatic

Dream trip: I normally don’t think of places I would like to go unless friends are there, but I have a friend in Finland I wanna visit someday maybe :D

Favourite Food: probably a fight between sweet potato waffle fries and pumpkin pie. Winner takes all. And by takes all I mean all of them go in my mouth now pls

Significant other: nah, I prefer the many friends, less complicated

Last book you read: my own writing lately, been working on fics n shit for my guiltship pairing. Reading physical books is not only difficult for me due to my eye problems, but also in acquiring them since I don’t know of any libraries nearby/don’t have a card. I really should unbox some of my books and see which ones I haven’t read yet (probably 99% of them)

Top 3 fictional universes: TES, Dishonored, uhhhh ArcheAge maybe? BTW English translation for the books pls, else decent competency with Korean kthx

Tag 10 everyone: DO THE THING GET THE POINTS

Tagged by: I was tagged by many

Rules: Answer the questions in a new post and tag some people you’d like to know better.

A – Age: early/mid 20s
B – Birthplace: US
C – Current Time: time for a nap
D – Drink you last had: water
E – Easiest person to talk to: talking is hard, there’s like 2 ppl I’m super comfortable with but honestly if you’re comfortable in silence we may just get along irl
F – Favourite Song: too many, currently I’m in a Mother Mother groove so those I guess
G – Grossest Memory: I dunno, my grasp of gross varies. I used to eat bugs as a kid so that’s who you’re asking
H – Horror yes, or horror no?: Yes? I have to be picky with my horror tho, jumpscares are fucking cheap and I hate them, give me some actual horror please. White dudes with chainsaws and knives are not horror imo, just goreporn 90% of the time
I – In love: dunno, talkin to an aro here
J – Jealous of people: People who have non-abusive families who actually give a damn about them.
K – Missing: my werewolf boyfriend shirt and a new pair of sweatpants with my school’s logo on them, I haven’t been able to find them in months :c
L – Love at first sight or should I walk by again?: Shoo, I’m busy.
M – Middle name: No.
N – Number of siblings: Ugh. The ones I actually count as siblings, 2. All? Uh…5? But 2 of them never lived in the same house as me. My family’s fucked up yo.
O – One wish: Stability: mentally, emotionally, financially, etc. For the love of fuck, please.
P – Last number you called: My financial aid office to see if I’m okay to go for the next semester of school.
Q – Question you were always asked: WHO’S YOUR BOYFRIEND, GOT A BOYFRIEND YET, IS THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND, ARE YOU GOING OUT WITH THAT GUY WHO’S LIKE 9 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU AND YOU’RE A TEENAGER, ARE YOU GOING OUT WITH THAT GUY WHO’S LIKE 20 YEARS OLDER THAN YOU AND YOU’RE A TEENAGER??

I’m gay-ace, motherfucker. The heteronormativity is real.

R – Reasons to smile: Tryin to stave off the worst of my chronic depression. Even if it doesn’t work, it seems like other ppl feel better to see a smiling face, which sometimes boosts me up a lil bit in turn. Also the world fucking sucks, may as well try to make it a lil more bearable if we’re all here for a while
S – Song You Last Sang: Fuck iunno, I’ve been listening to instrumental shit lately and okay a song just popped into my head so Dread In My Heart by Mother Mother
T – Time You Woke Up: My alarm screamed at me at 10, I didn’t check my phone until 10:16
U – Underwear Colour: I have many colors. My favorite ones are black with a hot pink waistband. Boxer-brief things are comfyyyyyyy
V – Vacation Destination: Places tend to hold little appeal for me unless friends are there or are coming with me, but there’s this swimming pool place that has a super deep pool (I think it’s Nemo 47 or smthn like that, I can’t recall offhand) that might be neato to go to sometime
W – Worst habit: I tend to chew on things I’m not supposed to w/o realizing it, often my nails to the point that they hurt and bleed. I’m also painfully self-destructive
X – X-rays?: My teeth, my leg, my pelvis. Teeth to make sure I don’t have holes in em or w/e and my leg and pelvis to make sure that all my bones were still intact after an accident.
Y – Your favorite food: Oh gosh, uhhhh… I love love LOVE sweet potato waffle fries, but I also love the mashed sweet potatoes that taste just like pumpkin pie because I fucking love pumpkin pie. I love many things. Except red cabbage. Fuck that shit.
Z – Zodiac Sign: Apparently I’m two? Bc I was born just as another sign was rising or smthn like that. So I’m the archer centaur and the fishgoat. I love the fishgoat lmao

Originally posted by laweyd

Tagging: Whoever hasn’t done and wants to!

If you’re a Mage now, wouldn’t that make you…Jo’hasi?

J’hasi glared at the stranger.

“If this is some of that Khajiit honorific crap, I don’t know a damn thing about it. M’name’s J’hasi, end of story. Besides, J’zargo seems just fine with his name the way it is and he’s actually from Elsweyr, so piss off.”

BLOOD; YAH; PRIDE

BLOOD. -What types of injuries has your muse sustained? What was the worst?

Many different kinds. Bites, burns, broken bones, fractures, stabs, cuts, blunt force trauma to pretty much any part of the body. He’s been set on fire, whipped until he’s bled, mauled by various kinds of beasts both natural and daedric in origin, gone blade to blade and hand to hand with dozens and dozens of people at this point in time. Honestly if you can think of any not immediately lifethreatening injury, J’hasi’s probably gotten it at some point.

Worst injury is kind of a tough one. If we’re going singular injuries, probably when he got run all the way through by a Thalmor soldier’s blade, in the gut and out the back. Honestly, it’s a fucking miracle he survived (it nearly impaled his fucking kidney so honestly, close shave). And by survived I mean that a healer actually got to him in time before he bled out and actually got some magical healing through his stupid spell absorption to at least close the major vessels.

YAH. -Something your muse agrees on 100% of the time.

Slavery is bad and yes, he does need another drink, thank you.

PRIDE. -What is your muses biggest flaw?

It’s probably his biggest asset, funnily enough. J’hasi’s stubborn to a fault. While it means that he’s very determined and very difficult to dissuade once he’s set his mind on something, it also means that he’s slow to change his opinions on things/people, which can be a good or bad thing. Usually, it’s bad, leading him to get himself hurt or nearly killed by someone who he thought was a friend, who decided to betray him for some reason or another. It makes it difficult for him to trust new people as well, which in some cases, again, can be good or bad. While he’s more quick to shift in terms of cooperation and compromises and such, his opinions are slow to shift unless something dramatically counters his previous stance.

New Years Kiss [From a Scamp, probably. Why they chose to pick on poor J’hasi I don’t know.]

J’hasi was more than a little surprised to get a massive tongue slicked from the side of his neck all the way up to the top of his head, leaving his fur stuck up in odd angles and his face set in a mildly-bewildered expression as he turned to be face-to-face with a happily-churring guar. Said guar had mazte on the breath, and immediately made the Khajiit jealous.

“<Where th’ell didja get mazte? Give meee shome!>” he huffed, opening the guar’s mouth even wider, as if expecting to find a bottle or two just laying inside.

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